(Monday, May 30, 2011 / 1:31 PM)
This blog seems to be my refuge (:
Whenever i begin to feel :( over things i turn to this blog
Havent been blogging about those :( things that happened to me this year
cos i have my dear Eileen and Hisyam that listens.
They are like my pillar of support (:
<3 them to the max
I miss how i used to repeadtedly want to watch Kdrama and yet study
I rmb how i would reward myself every week to BOF. hahaha. FUNNNNEH
I'm feeling so cui cos i havent been studying since the exams ended. have been slacking like shit.
I NEED SOMEONE TO DRILL IT INTO ME.
I NEEDA FIND BACK THE EAGERNESS I HAD IN SEC 4 TO SCORE WELL.
i lost it ):
I guess its cos i dont have the same people around to walk on this journey with me
& it sucks to not have you guys around ):
esp how we cared for one another and how the teachers helped me tiredlessly
unlike now. ONLY KNOW HOW TO SCOLD >:(
oh well, maybe its cos no one else can replace those ppl in my hearts..
i think we really need to take time off to catch up with one another man!!!
Better to be late than to never say it at all (Sunday, January 23, 2011 / 11:26 AM)
Afterall, what i felt was true. :'(
I've finally got it out of my system.
said it too late but what's meant to be will be.
got to either have faith or clear it totally.
i can't decide. :/
I believe in fate but i believe in controlling our fate too.
I hate it when people don't make up their mind.
So, make up your mind and go for it.
STOP LETTING UR MIND LINGER P.L.E.A.S.E
For the sake of all of us, make a choice, make it clear.
YES OR NO.
don't like it when people play with their language.
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I think we'r losing someone from our morning clique.
If just so happends that you read this, i guess you already felt it.
You are changing. Wait.
How about, you've changed.
Can't confide in you anymore.
I hope we won't turn into being mere acquaintances.
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Recently, i keep feeling like nobody understands.
I try to convey everything
I feel like confiding in you but i feel like i shouldnt
cos i know alittle too much about you.
and that it enough to make you think i'm trying to sway your opinion.
Hockey, school and everything is making me breathless
Screw it.
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People say girls think too much but what we feel is true most of the time.
(Monday, December 27, 2010 / 9:50 AM)
HI WORLD! (:
This lazy bum just came back from running!
I've decided against deleting my blog or going on for an even longer hiatus. :D
This holiday has been really boring with tons of homework
Havent been really going out or having fun
& it seems like nobody jio me for countdowns, trek, slack or have fun!
People are always waiting for me to plan! :< Hahaha
Still, some random meetups were awesome (:
Like with PJ, Asyraf, Hayat and Daniel.
Took lots of crazy pictures with them which asyraf has yet to upload. grrr.
Jamming was fun but lets lower the pitch by abit please. HAHA
Met up with my cousins on 21st at Orchard for buffet & i almost died please.
Had horrible gastritis the next day. :< (sounds profound but it just means gastrics. heheh)
I strongly recommend against Sakura! It's not because it caused me to have gastritis or anything but because the food it really not worth 29 bucks!
My couz's 21st birthday + shopping for her gift.
It was really funny to think that we walked the whole orchard to get gifts for her but i think she really loves them :D
Internship at Dr Nyam's clinic was great too.
Lots of life lessons learnt and i realised i will have to consider thoroughly if i really want to study Medicine. Dropping out of medicine is never an wise option!! & he witnessed alot of medicine students dropping out so i must really consider thoroughly :<
I must get back my momentum to study! -.-
Stopped for 2 whole weeks cause of internship and here i am blogging. HAHAHA
Lots of homework to rush through too!
bless me please. HAHA.
PS. studying, gossiping, crapping with bestfr no 2. every sunday is really funnneh.
& CAT/bestfr no 1. please be free SOON. hahaha
When i try to keep myself sane, you tip me over again.
I don't want to be like bestfr no 2. HAHAHA.
i'm glad i have my bestfrs to keep me in line once again. :D
(Wednesday, November 24, 2010 / 12:04 AM)
F*** MY LIFE ):
(Thursday, November 4, 2010 / 7:40 PM)
I'M SO DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF OVER SO MANY RUBBISH THINGS ):
results.. )':
my commitment? hockey?
my head.
Oral presentattionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!
The memories i held so dear to was so important. I mind you, was.
Eventhough i anticipated the end of those 3 years. It's past tense.
The past is probably now just a fraction of the memories that i've been holding on to.
& it will remain this way.
Either that or i'll abandon them soon
& though my MBTI says that my feelings often rule my head,
I will reverse it and I can. DEKIMASU.
However, another cumbersome situation looms.
I need a clear mind, no more grey areas please?
I need a clear mind to sort my thoughts out.
I can't contradict myself again.
(Monday, October 18, 2010 / 7:59 PM)
Aren't humans hard to decipher?
I had this talk in school today about relationships in general
and we played a few games and there was one where we have to write one belief we have onto a tape and tape it to someone's back.
Somehow the speaker chose to talk about mine and discussed with the 2 classes about how this person who wrote that sentence is like based only on that sentence i wrote.
& i realised how close their descriptions were.
Amazingly, humans are able to mask certain things so well.
Humans don't show certain emotions and thoughts
Don't expect others to show them so readily, you have to GAIN TRUST before they unveil themselves.
(Thursday, September 30, 2010 / 9:33 PM)
Everytime i'm here, i complain and whine.
People who view my blog must be very turned off. (though i aint sure who reads)
Can't help it though, this seems to be the best way to vent anger. :)
I must say, J1 year was really crazy and its going to end soon with promos around the corner.
I don't think i performed well throughout the year. Results were really bad. ):
Still, I'm going to end it with a big bang k!
I CAN DO IT(:
Going to do more revision of everything!
